I'm that one girl that changes her mind.

I'm that one girl that changes her mind. 

So, here it is Sunday, and I'm miserable. Spyro was suppose to come over today, and didn't because I told him not to. Then, I changed my mind and wanted him to, but it was too late. He made plans with another girl. Yes, I am mad at him. I know I have absolutely no right to be. It is clearly my fault. Still, the anger is there. I don't mind him having other female friends, but it does sorta bother me. He's my Spyro. I'm protective of him.

Other than that my weekend was alrightish. went to my aunt Duckies (best nickname I can come up with right now.) and spent time with her hubby. Stayed baked for two days (yeah, that's what I do for depression,  I'd rather do that than any thing else) and we played some zombies and watched some tv shows and movies.

 I woke up Saturday though and realized it was Derick's birthday. I wanted to go home and be with him, but guess what, I haven't heard from him since Friday. Found out he went to his parents and I knew nothing about it. Didn't find out from him. Last year I made it very special and this year I don't even get to talk to him. I guess that should show me something. He did have the time to get on facebook and is constantly commenting on Spyro's stuff, but never nothing to me. This is really bringing me down. I have a terribly unhealthy relationship. 

Well, I ordered some amazing pizza to keep me company on this horrid Sunday and about to chill with some anime or a video game. Enjoy!