I'm that one girl that changes her mind.

I'm that one girl that changes her mind. 

So, here it is Sunday, and I'm miserable. Spyro was suppose to come over today, and didn't because I told him not to. Then, I changed my mind and wanted him to, but it was too late. He made plans with another girl. Yes, I am mad at him. I know I have absolutely no right to be. It is clearly my fault. Still, the anger is there. I don't mind him having other female friends, but it does sorta bother me. He's my Spyro. I'm protective of him.

Other than that my weekend was alrightish. went to my aunt Duckies (best nickname I can come up with right now.) and spent time with her hubby. Stayed baked for two days (yeah, that's what I do for depression,  I'd rather do that than any thing else) and we played some zombies and watched some tv shows and movies.

 I woke up Saturday though and realized it was Derick's birthday. I wanted to go home and be with him, but guess what, I haven't heard from him since Friday. Found out he went to his parents and I knew nothing about it. Didn't find out from him. Last year I made it very special and this year I don't even get to talk to him. I guess that should show me something. He did have the time to get on facebook and is constantly commenting on Spyro's stuff, but never nothing to me. This is really bringing me down. I have a terribly unhealthy relationship. 

Well, I ordered some amazing pizza to keep me company on this horrid Sunday and about to chill with some anime or a video game. Enjoy! 

I'm that one girl that loves Starbucks!

 I'm that one girl that loves Starbucks!

Today, I am so hyper! I went to bed in a good mood, woke up in a good mood, and best of all I had breakfast and venti mocha frappe from Starbucks!!! So, I'm hyper. I'm so stoaked about today. I get to see my Spyro!!!!!!!!! I cant wait! The time just cant go fast enough! I miss him. We are going to decorate my new room (yeah, I had an awful weekend; we moved from a decent house to a tiny apartment), play some COD: Black Ops and Sims3, yeah, we're cool. But according to him we need to talk. This means he wants me to be his and needs me to decide which really means be with him, no exceptions *lol*. OMG OMG OMG I CAN'T FREAKING WAIT!!!!!!!!!!! =D ta-ta-for-now!!!!

raandom doodle during class. It says "We can live like jack and sally if we want, where you can always find me, we'll have halloween on christmas..."

another doodle. I promise I can draw better than this lol =D

Pilot

This is the beginning of something I've wanted to do for a while now. I want this to become something big for me. I'm totally anonymous here. But I will be totally open, honest, and real. This will become my space and you will come to know and love me for me without a name. I'm just that one girl. That one girl you never really notice. That one girl with the million secrets. That one girl who's quiet and shy. That one girl that parties. That one girl who's beautiful. That one girl that's depressed. That one girl that always smiles.  I'm just that one girl. And this is my blog.