I'm that one girl that is in love with the guy that treats her horribly.
I'm not fully sure where to start with this one. For my own reasons I will name him here Derick. Hummm.... Ok, first, my boyfriend is well, an ass. We started dating July 12, 2010. I met him a few years ago when we were younger and we kissed when he was with this girl he's dated off and on for 5 years, whom I will refer to here as T-Rex. Didn't really talk even tho we went to the same school untill we were about to date. It was amazing, as every relationship is at first.
We got engaged December 24, 2010. Had a silly fight new years, I took the ring off, set it on the dash of his car, forgot it, he put it in center console, car got broke into, ring stolen, he takes it as a "sign", and there is when it all started to crumble. That May we broke up.
Two weeks later he went back to his ex, T-Rex. He told me he was coming back a couple months later when I stayed a weekend, then changed his mind and stayed with T-Rex. We did this whole back and forth crap for 7 long miserable months while he was with T-Rex. He came back crawling after I said enough. I started to really finally let my 1st true love go.
Then BAM! there he was, like I always knew he was. Well, he's the complete stereo-type of a guy.Emotionless, can't open up, lets me down when he says he will do something, gets mad at the smallest of things, so not romantic. Well, recently I had planned on moving in. Yesterday he says we aren't ready. I have to figure out something fast now because I really have no idea what to do if I can't count on him. I need him to be there for me. He let me down and won't even have a real conversation about it with me. Last week all we did was fight, this week I haven't seen him, and now this. FML.
We got engaged December 24, 2010. Had a silly fight new years, I took the ring off, set it on the dash of his car, forgot it, he put it in center console, car got broke into, ring stolen, he takes it as a "sign", and there is when it all started to crumble. That May we broke up.
Two weeks later he went back to his ex, T-Rex. He told me he was coming back a couple months later when I stayed a weekend, then changed his mind and stayed with T-Rex. We did this whole back and forth crap for 7 long miserable months while he was with T-Rex. He came back crawling after I said enough. I started to really finally let my 1st true love go.
Then BAM! there he was, like I always knew he was. Well, he's the complete stereo-type of a guy.Emotionless, can't open up, lets me down when he says he will do something, gets mad at the smallest of things, so not romantic. Well, recently I had planned on moving in. Yesterday he says we aren't ready. I have to figure out something fast now because I really have no idea what to do if I can't count on him. I need him to be there for me. He let me down and won't even have a real conversation about it with me. Last week all we did was fight, this week I haven't seen him, and now this. FML.
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